All the words I don't say...

I just can’t  do this anymore. I’m miserable I want to hurt myself everyday there is no way for me to feel better it seems…i just want to one day be happy again and idk  how that will be possible. Fuck it I’m done i dont wanna be happy or miserable just numb…

I feel so unwanted. I want my life to be over

I feel so ugly I just wanna crawl in a hole.
I feel so fat i need to stop eating.
Someone help me to be beautiful and skinny

I can’t get yesterday off my mind. I feel like it changed everything.. Showed how vulnerable I truly am. I hate fucking up :(

I lost you today.begged for you back even got on my hands an knees. I turned into a pathetic little girl. I don’t care what anyone says I know I’m emotionally attached and I know it might not be the best relationship out there and we have a few Bumps but you took me back and showed me you loved me. I love you Paul and I know we have more bumps than we should but we are faithful to each other and love each other and that’s all that matters

1 Year ago a crime was committed that should have never. A wonderful women was killed by her own son. RIP Beth

I feel an end soon…i truly do